This part of me

为你撑伞的人和陪你淋雨的人你会选择谁？

2011-04-27T01:03:00.001+08:00

有人问你，你在雨中淋雨，如果你身边有两个默默喜欢你的人，一个人选择给你撑伞，而另外一个人选择和你一起淋雨。如果让你选择，你会选择谁？或者说那个淋着雨的人是你默默喜欢的人，你会选择怎么做？当我看到这个问题的时候，做了一个很另类的角度回答。想来很是幽默好笑，也很另自己惊讶，我说出答案的时候没有丝毫犹豫和迟疑。这也许就是人的某种天性，谁也无法去阻隔和改变。

有人会选择为自己撑伞的那个人，或者你会为你爱的人撑伞。你也许很渴望别人的关怀，这个为你撑伞的人是最关心你的人；你会选择为你爱的人撑伞，你可能很喜欢TA，但是你可能无法走入TA的内心，有时只能默默的看着TA陪着TA等着TA走出。这种沉寂的爱，是一种美丽、美丽的等候。有人会选择陪自己淋雨的那个人，或者你会陪你所爱的人一起淋雨。

你也许很希望有人能读懂自己，选择陪自己淋雨的那个人，这个愿意陪自己淋雨的人是最在乎你的人；你会选择陪你爱的人一起淋雨，因为TA的苦楚就是你的苦楚，TA的快乐就是你的快乐，因为这TA代表着你们会同甘共苦，一起面对人生的风风雨雨！当朋友你看到这里是否已经做出来选择？其实选择什么已经不重要了，能找到一个为自己撑伞的人，TA能默默的爱自己也会是一种永恒的幸福。能找到一个陪自己淋雨的人，TA能和你一起同风雨共患难，此生有这样一个人陪伴在自己身边还有什么不知足的呢？

差点忘了告诉朋友们我选择的是一个不存在的答案：“能不能有一个人，拉着我的手一起回家呢？” 网友说：“或许我们都是在等这样的一个人吧！等一个会牵着我们的手回家的人！等一个会一辈子牵着我们的手一起走人生路的人…… ” 也许我们一直在人生的路途中寻找，可是我们不知道哪个才是自己需要的，我们可能真的很迷茫，可能很无奈！如果生命中出现了这三种人的某一种，我们都要好好的珍惜，不管你们将来会怎样，记得出现的时候好好珍惜TA。希望我的那一句特立独行的话，能走入的是你们尘封已久的心菲，好好珍惜身边真心对待自己的人。

A Teacher's Life

2010-04-08T21:03:00.002+08:00

A teacher's life should be interesting.. That's what I think...

I thought this time teaching will be much better since I've already have 1 year of experience but this time is another whole new experience. I thought this time will be better since I will be teaching standard 4 5 6 and they're much more matured, and lucky me, I got to teach the good class this time. Well, it's on the opposite.

When you teach good class, you have to be fully prepared, you need to think of ways to make the class interesting, you have to fear that their grades might drop because of you, you have to make sure that everyone understands you... And how does a notorious student like me would know how to teach?

I'm quite sure it's Karma that came back and hunt my ass, I dream of my students most of the night, and students constantly bullying me in class, asking my weird questions, doing lotsa mistakes in my exercises. OMG.. They're killing me, although they look cute, but they're lil devils. ( My students gonna kill me if they saw my blog, so I need to use big words which they don't understand hoho... )

Trip to Broga

2009-12-10T23:18:00.004+08:00

Well, I have to say. This blog is not intended to be here. Thanks to PR students, this post exist. I will be talking about a very interesting spot in Malaysia. You wouldn't believe that you can actually find this in Malaysia. I was surprised as well when I first get in touch with the photos.

Okay, enough with the introductions. Let's get straight to the point.

If you like to get some fresh air, do some exercise in the morning (morning only, you'll regret going there in the noon), this place definitely suits you.

It's Broga hill situated in Semenyih.

It's an hour drive from KTAR but it's nearer from my hometown (Seremban). The problem for newcomers will be the way. It is not difficult to reach there, but you cannot find the exact location on google map.

Okay a lil direction, once you come out from the Kajang toll, follow the Semenyih signboard and you'll see Nottingham University on your left. Go on straight till you see a rabbit farm on your right hand side. Opposite the rabbit farm is the place you find your parking spot.

It's better to go there for a sunrise view, but bring along a torchlight if you want to got there early in da morning, yeah, bring along a torchlight as well if you were to watch sunset.

Well, some of the views on top of the mountain.. Believe me, that's a place you wouldn't want to miss. But yeah, if you were to go there, please do not litter around, else it will be like the rest of tourist attraction in Malaysia.

P/S: You can see that I'm not a camwhore so you won't be seeing any of my photos inside =P

Tell me what you guys feel about this place. Enjoy.

2009-08-30T00:53:00.002+08:00

hmmm...... hmmmmmm...... hmmmmmmmmmmmm............. (well this blog's gonna be boring if it will be full of "hmm"..)

Someone told me that I haven't update my blog for quite some time. Seems like I need a motivator in order to have new post in my blog.

Totally don't have any idea what should I write actually.. Because days like this is normally filled up with events like "revision" and "sleep", not really anything special.

Hmm.... I have to warn readers that the following texts will create enormous stress and pressure. Some might even suffer from light depression and even schizophrenia after reading the text. Therefore, read at your own risk. =D

I think this blog will mainly talk about exams, EXAM, EXAMM, EXAMMM, EXAMMMM~ (feel the stress now, huh?)

My exam timetable is out, the only worries for this sem is actually Cognitive Psychology. Others like Moral, Politics, Research Methods and Theories is OK.. Well, I'm not aiming for an A, and I think I could pass without much reading. Well, I think I could pass all my subjects. but for an A, it's hard cuz I think I'm starting to get tired of reading. Imagine reading the same thing all over again. The first sem, teach u 1+2 = 3, then the second sem teach u 2+1 = 3. Third sem teach u 3 = 2+1. I think you would really wanna kill the lecturer for doing that, right? I've study Sigmund Freud for so many times already, and that stupid guy is going to come out in my exams again?!

Back to Cognitive Psychology. This is the first time I've studied this subject, I was looking forward to this subject as it is very interesting. I even got notes from friends before this. But totally ruined by a stupid lecturer who doesn't know what she is teaching. I forgive her since she is not major in this subject, but..... coming to college totally unprepared sucks. All she knows is to repeat little information she read from the textbook.

Politics, actually not really looking forward to this, but thanks to the lecturer and my dad, makes me so interested in this subject, analysing and thinking critically of what the Malaysian politicians have done. Love this subject, and I've only skipped this class for once.

Research methods, interesting subject as it allows me to... btw.. am I typing too much? I feel my blog is very long every time.. so I think I should stop =)

My Gaming History

2009-08-20T23:53:00.003+08:00

Well. Since I'm boring and nothing to do.. I think I'll start typing some nonsense in my blog.

I remember since I was a little boy, I'm influenced a lot on gaming. From my dad playing tetris, then pacman. So, I think I'm gonna blame my dad abit for my gaming behavior (sorry dad)

I think around 6-7 years old, I always ask my dad to bring me to video game center, and we did go there every Saturday and Sunday, I still remember the vid game center is in a place named Holiday Plaza in JB. That time I started playing games like.... Ninja Turtle, Power Ranger, Double Dragon, Contra, hmm.. and a lot more.....

8 years old I got my first computer, it was year 1996. Where computer is quite rare, then I start my addiction on computer, started pinball, then... eventually Red Alert 1 (well my bro started it), then Red Alert 2, Counter Strike, Tiberium Sun, Half life, Team Fortress, Warcraft 3. I went to CC with my brothers and cousins quite often and most of the time, we're just playing counter strike. Well, back then whenever my cousins come visit me, we will surely go to CC to have some fun.

Then only in form 2 I started my first online game, "Shen Zhou" online, that game makes us go crazy, chatting that game during class, playing that game after class. I remember I start to work just to get some funds for that game. Wow, really regretted that time. Then most of us went back to Warcraft 3 and start playing Footman Frenzy. (I started with enfos actually where it is not that popular). After Footman Frenzy is my second online game, Ragnarok Online Taiwan version. I still remember playing an archer. haha a noob one, stopped very soon.

After RO then we played Footman Frenzy again, remember there's a "V" team on battle.net that day. My friends started DotA soon but I was slow at picking up new games back then. I remember the first version od DotA is v6.09, but at that time v5.84 seems more popular but I've never touched it before, just heard of it. I still remember my first dota game on battle.net, I'm using Naix and ask for a gang bang but ran away half way of the fight and was called a noob. Yea, my first "noob" on DotA but I think that's my first and last. =)

Started hardcore-Ing Dota until v6.43b. Where my brother and I almost got into a fight with a show off "noob" after we beat his ass off the game, was so popular in that CC after then. Started boring over dota.

Then where my real deal started. RF online. My first server, ROA. Got a stupid name on ROA which some of them still calling me now. "DracWex", seriously, what kind of name is that? Server closed down a few months after and we changed to another server where I've spent almost 3 years playing on it. IGN: Scientis. was playing it so hardcore till there's no day and night for me. Just RF. started our guild "Legends". Where it was really a Legend, the top guild in that game and the most feared guild in that game. (Well, those time). Never lost a match till guildmates left and formed a new guild to kick our ass. Became the first lvl 50 specialist in that game, made the first few +5 weapon and so on. Well, great time..~

Then change a few RF after then, nothing special actually, except for RF-Phoenix where I almost burn my PC with 4 clients on just for leveling. My PC was constant 109 degree celcius.

Quitted RF and less gaming for me now. Study, Facebook-ing.... Miss my gaming life actually, like a part of me is missing without gaming.

P/S: My dad is a gamer, he can play his knight and merchant non-stop as well.

2009-08-19T17:50:00.003+08:00

A few of my friends said that I will stop writing blogs after a few posts. Well, only time can proves whether this is true or not.

I've skipped all of my classes today. No reason, wanted to revise but no way I could do it with my computer in front of me. My computer keeps on saying "hello" to me, my fingers won't stop clicking of "Firefox" then.. "www.facebook.com" then insert password, it is automatically done now.. It's like I don't have control over my own hands.. (haha, excuses)

Many of the lecturers gave us exams guideline today. Not to be tough or show off, but I really dislike lecturers doing that, I cannot prove that I'm better than others, I can only prove that I can memorize better than the others. So I really do hope one day, all lecturers do not and will not gives guideline, and depends on the students understanding of the topic. Well, this is what exams is all about, right? To test your understanding on the topic.

Seriously, I sux at writing blog, I sux at expressing myself, especially when you see me in real life, you could hardly see me expressing my feelings, was trained to be tough, that's why I think watching sad movie gives me reasons to cry out sometimes. Haha..

Well... That's all, it does make me feel better after typing all these out.

2009-08-18T01:32:00.002+08:00

When can people realized that attacking other races just makes them look stupid? It is not like every Chinese is bad, every single Malay is racist or every Indian is a robber. Every race has good and bad people. When can they learn to leave the race and religion apart and focusing on the issue itself?

People do realize that one race is not enough to form the government in Malaysia, but how come people are still sticking to a race based political system? Don't they know in order to treat race equally is to not grouping their races?

Education is very much important as well. If people are stupid enough to say something like "All Malays are stupid, All Chinese should go back to China", it is clear that they do not have sufficient education. Every single issue is linked to a particular race or religion, even an independent body such as MACC is linked to Malay institution. Does this show that the journalists are well-educated? You do the judging yourselves.